Mama cacao een reis van herstel.

Cacao came into my life when I was about to become a mom. In fact, it was right after my miscarriage—I wasn’t ready for it at all. But then I decided to try a cacao ceremony. I’ll admit, it felt a bit daunting, especially with a hangover from the night before. What was I doing? But I went, because I just had to try it. Maybe it would bring some relief, I thought.

And it had much more of an impact than I could have ever imagined. There, in that quiet moment, something shifted. I remember sitting there, holding my mug, and feeling something move inside me. Whether it was the cacao, the silence, or maybe both—it was as if my heart was finally given some space to breathe.

When I was pregnant with my daughter, I started working more and more with cacao. It became a form of self-care, a ritual, but also something I wanted to create for her. Every ceremony felt like a small gift for her and for myself. I would create a beautiful space for us, light a candle, and put out the most delicious flavors. Soon enough, I realized I was becoming a cacao expert without even realizing it. What a journey of discovery! But hey, when I think about it, my daughter probably had her first cacao experiences in my belly. There she was, peacefully enjoying my cacao adventures. Haha, I bet she wouldn’t say that if she could talk now!

At one point, I even told the midwife, "If I’m grumpy, bring me a cup of cacao." I think I made sure she knew what her job was. But honestly, cacao really helped me through a lot. From being a woman struggling with codependency to a woman who knows her boundaries and has her life back in her hands. That was no small step, but cacao truly helped me find myself again.

And here we are, four years later. Every morning, there’s that special moment for myself—the moment when I make my cacao, and my daughter enthusiastically sings, "Cacao!" It’s a ritual that not only warms my heart but also my soul. And now I even get to facilitate cacao ceremonies. How amazing is that? It’s such a joy to share a piece of this magic, to create a space where people can come together and land in their hearts.

No more alcohol in my diet, a healthier lifestyle.

And you know what’s even more beautiful? I had the chance to travel to Guatemala and discover the real cacao in its homeland. The land where it all began. What an experience! Now, I can sell this cacao online, and it feels like a blessing to share this piece of truth with the world. Honestly, every day it’s a journey to my heart. And I know my daughter, with her cute "Cacao!" every morning, is my biggest supporter.

So yes, cacao has become so much more than just a delicious drink. It’s a powerful ritual, a healer, a companion on the journey. It’s helped me reclaim my power and embrace my womanhood. And I hope I can offer that same experience to others.

Warmly,
Lize